I've been hurt. So bad

“Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust.”

Happy morning!

I've arrived in Klang Valley. Remember what I said yesterday? Yes, that I wouldn't be speeding up. Apparently, it didn't happen. I did it when I said I wouldn't. I drove like a mad, mad woman today. Blame all the other drivers! I wasn't guilty wtf. If there was a speed trap just now, I would cry like a baby telling the officers that it was them who forced me to drive like that

Since I couldn't go back home now (no entrance card, my man isn't at his office) so I headed straight to Shah Alam, my faculty to be exact! It is weird going to the faculty with nobody else is around. So I'm blogging here in my office. But Facebook is having a problem, has the administration found out about our activity wtf? Friendster can't be accessed here *not a problem anyway, who cares about Friendster nowadays* and Myspace too, is blocked *not an issue, I've deleted my account yesterday. Can you believe that I only have like 17 friends at Myspace?*

Facebook? Nooo please don't block it! I mean, it's one of the things that make me feel like I'm occupied wtf. Even my former lecturers are on my friends list on Facebook, am I cool or what *I bet they don't even know who I am, they just approve my requests but whatever* And talking about Facebook, I virtually met my bestfriend when I was like 7 or 8! I was so excited 'cause I didn't even think that I would meet her *yes, even virtually* after 15 years! Her face still looks the same! I would probably recognise her if we accidentally bump into each other. How fast time goes by

So, back to where I am right now. In my office, alone and blogging about where I am and things that bore me. I'm actually hungry. I haven't had my breakfast yet!

Neno needs to be sent to workshop for service! My dad called me just now to inform that he would book the appointment for the service on this Saturday. Hope everything goes well

Okay, I think it's time to leave. For now. Wtf. I've to read a book. Law of Evidence. Yes, you may. You may yawn. Later

I'm going back tomorrow. Woot woot! And I promise I won't be speeding up

PS: Cold Storage!

Not so happy night!

My dad doesn't allow me to go back to PJ tomorrow. But I'm bored doing nothing at home! I know I know, loads of assignments and those thick textbooks to be read, but I don't wanna do it here in Ipoh! My man is there waiting for me :((

Plus, I'll be home alone. Parents go to work and my lil bro goes to school. My eldest bro has already gone back to KL. I'm stuck here doing nothing 'cause I can't afford to do anything here. Okay I'm exaggerating a lil bit but whatever

I'm so sad I don't wanna talk about anything now I'll lead myself to bed and I'll be crying while sleeping wtf

PS: give me a new bag 'cause I need one!

Happy morning

I ate ice-cream for breakfast. And I wanna go back to PJ tomorrow. Hope my parents won't mind

Bye-bye

This is stupid, but I really need a new bag. And I can't decide between Hysteria (Gucci) and Palermo PM (LV). Can I have both? WTF

Good night

I'm so lazy. I'm so lazy. I'm so lazy. Wtf

I've lots of assignments to be done, lots of cases to be critically analysed, lots of articles to be read etc. But being me, I haven't started doing even ONE of those!

Oh my God why am I always like this? I miss my man. Badly :((

Happy afternoon!

I'm back in Ipoh; and tired! :(( I drove badly today, blame the stupid driver of this one silver Myvi (hello, you're just driving a Myvi, no need to act like you're driving an M5 or something. Blah)

Oh and I'm having my time of the month. Period pain. Sucks :((

It's CNY so these TV channels are all showing Chinese shows. I'm not a fan. But who can't resist Chinese food! Butter mantis prawn! Must eat at that Chinese restaurant when I'm back in Shah Alam *must, must wtf*

PS: I was involved in an accident with a lorry last week. I can tell that the driver is a bastard. Hope my dad won't notice the scratch on Neno since my man has helped me to wax him (I'm referring to Neno; my car is a male, remember? Wtf)

PPS: The Nichii blouse is an absolute beauty. I've already worn it yesterday and people couldn't help but staring. Hmm. But wait. Is it really because of the blouse? Not my cleavage wtf?

Later

I went shopping today! Weee! Bought a lovely blouse at Nichii (first time buying, anyway). I always thought that I wouldn't be caught buying something at Nichii, don't ask, but the clothes there were never attractive. I intended to buy a blouse at MNG, but my man asked to go to MPH (but we were not sure where it's located) so we walked around until I saw Nichii. To my surprise (yes, wtf) I said to him that I wanted to go in there. And to my surprise (yes yes, wtf) he said okay!

So I saw a lot of pretty things and I brought 2 blouses to the fitting room. I wanted to buy both, but thinking about $$$ I decided to buy only one. Sobs sobs

Went to Ikea to buy things to be put at my office. And then we had our dinner at KFC. And went straight to home!

Good night!

Happy afternoon!

OMG I've been living a very busy life :(( classes. Assignments. Tests. Assessments. LB ; Life's Busy

I'm going back to Ipoh on next Monday. And will probably be going back to Shah Alam on next Friday. I've a lot things to do during the holiday. I've totally forgotten what holiday really means!

PS: Guess where I am right now? My so called office!

Happy afternoon

I'm so BUSY. BUSY. BUSY and BUSY

Later people, later

I think I'm addicted to Facebook! Save the Planet (yes, I'm talking about the application, of course) totally kicks ass! I love it I love it I love it! So today, all I am doing is playing games to collect some amount of money, as much as possible, to be donated to those who are in need! Cool, isn't it? Real money for real charity! :))

At least I'm doing something nice today. Oh I'm going to edit the letterhead for my firm after this. Gonna need my man's help. He's on his way back home. Yay!

Can you stop hurting my feeling?

You are not a total failure. There are lots of people out there who are less fortunate than you are, so please. Stop being so selfish. Stop demanding others (including me, one of your closest friend I believe) to treat you differently. Stop hurting others' feelings with your sarcasm. It hurts. Really bad

Try to understand others' feelings as well. Stop thinking about YOURSELF all the time. 'Cause you are not alone in this world, are you?

Do you think I'm happy to be here without you? After being with you all these years? Do you really think that I don't feel lost? Lonely?

Good night

Not so happy afternoon!

I'm alone at home. My man is in Lumut for his company's treasure hunt event and he'll only be going back here tomorrow. Sobs :((

I actually just got back from Shah Alam, there was a talk about lawyers and stuffs and it was compulsory for all LL.B part 1 students. And the talk ended at 1 something pm *it was supposed to end at 1pm wtf* so Min dropped me at the food court so I could buy something to eat, 'cause she wanted to have lunch with her boyfriend. Then I drove back to PJ and got online and hmm. Well I would probably watching movies and blah. I feel so empty without my man :((

I so dislike my senior partner! The only thing he speaks of all the time is how good he really is. Like seriously. He thinks he's the best amongst us (the other partners) *well, he WAS - in terms of CGPA during our BLS time wtf, that's how a senior partner is chosen anyway* but please, he's NOT the best student in my group. Nas is about to receive her ANC on our graduation day but I bet she doesn't talk about herself all the time. And she's in my group, so my SP is certainly not the best, right? Booo to B :P

My other partners are two seniors and a former classmate whom I'm not closely related to. But all of them turn out to be nice, but being supershy *yes I am really shy thank you* so I don't talk too much. I need to get to know them well 'cause all of us are going to work together after this. For almost all of the assignments! Sobs :((

That's all for now, 'cause I'm too lazy to write on anything else. I miss miss miss and miss my man :((

Not so happy afternoon!

I'm sitting here in my OFFICE! :P well my class actually. I've been very busy this week! My SP is lame, well, he's probably the lamest person around. I'm not really close to my other firm mates. I'm not in the same group as Min, Bai and the rest are in. And my closest friend is not here with me *she's not doing LL.B*. So yes, I am pretty sad. And thinking about the amount of money that I have to spend for all the Acts, textbooks and stuffs, blah!

I'll try to update on everything else later. I need to calculate something wtf. Later

Happy afternoon!

I'm back in PJ. Tomorrow will be a busy day. And Sunday will probably be a shopping day wtf. And Monday? I'm back to school :(

How fast time passes by? Does this holiday really have to end?

I'm damn emotional now wtf

Okay, let's watch Oprah's show on TV. Yeay I love Oprah!

I hate my pimple it's so big it's been staying here right on my forehead for the longest time ever please, oh please go my pimple I hate you, I really do

Thank you

PS: I want (or probably need) a Palermo PM. I stop thinking about getting it for nearly a month already and today at 4pm (yes wtf) I start wishing to get one! I haven't bought the tunic I really want, how am I able to save up some money to get my Palermo? Okay, that's irrelevant but whatever. No, not my Palermo, but the Palermo wtf

PPS: Holiday is over. Registration - January 5th. I hate going to class! I hate I hate I hate. Okay bye-bye

Happy morning!

I can't believe that my brother (the eldest) is moving to KL for his new post! I'll ask dad where exactly he is sent to, so I can come up with some plans not to bump into him (like KL is so big wtf) I don't know where he is going to stay at, probably at his friend's place but whatever

So today is the first day of the year of 2009. How irony, yesterday was the last day of the year of 2008. I'm going to be 23 this February! OMG! 23 and still studying. How pathetic

Can't wait to go back to PJ to meet my man. Miss him. A lot :) Later!