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Friday, December 31, 2010

The last day of year 2010. I guess 2010 didn't end as good as it started

I lost my love. I lost my job. And I lost everything

Sad, isn't it?

But that's life. I hope 2011 would treat me good. A great job would be a nice thing to start off

I learned so much in 2010. I got to know lots of people. And some left me too. To those who left, thank you. I hope it would make me stronger and wiser

Goodbye 2010. I'm not sure whether or not you'll be missed
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written♥ @8:02 PM

Thursday, December 30, 2010

The Notebook was fantastic! I cried to death seeing it just now. Nicholas Sparks sure did win my heart

Congratulations Malaysia for winning the Suzuki Cup! I watched the match yesterday. And I was happy how football made us a happy family

My interview was postponed because tomorrow would be a public holiday - due to the victory of Harimau Malaya

Till then, bye!
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written♥ @1:26 PM

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I finally saw A Walk To Remember - after more than 5 years it was made into a movie. I downloaded it a few months ago, but never got a chance to actually see it

A good movie, but surprisingly I didn't cry. I wonder if such love exists. It's too good to be real, no?

I'm gonna watch The Notebook in a bit. Okay thanks bye!
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written♥ @3:52 PM

Monday, December 27, 2010

I'm back in Ipoh. And all alone. You know what? Sometimes I feel blissful when I'm surrounded by nothing but loneliness
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written♥ @10:44 PM

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Watching football. Whatever happened to me?
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written♥ @9:40 PM


If only..
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written♥ @12:15 AM

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I can't believe that I've been blogging for 2 years already! And the interesting part is that, well, I've no other readers except yours truly

And dear diary, you surely know how happy I was back then, when I was still with my man (and truth is I still consider him as my only man). How happy I was when I got my first pay. Oh and how happy I was when I became a law graduate!

And now? Look at me now. I'm single. And jobless. Who could have thought my life would turn into this?

It's okay. It's alright. Maybe God has a better plan
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written♥ @4:44 PM

Monday, December 20, 2010

I find it funny that I don't feel like going to the next job interviews (3 of them altogether for this week) simply because I've turned into a lazyass

And a lazyass (as the name suggests) doesn't go to work. Oh well
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written♥ @10:28 PM


If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner

And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

- If I Die Young (The Band Perry)

written♥ @7:58 PM

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Is it just me, alone, against the world?
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written♥ @8:57 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2010

God, You know it all. In You, I believe
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written♥ @9:15 PM

Thursday, December 9, 2010

I've lost

I've lost everything that I used to have. Every single thing that I used to be proud of. Every single thing that I used to hold on

And this is so painful how I wish to end all this now
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written♥ @11:28 AM

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Call me a loser or whatever you want. But my happiness comes first

PS: my parents are the greatest people on Earth. Screw others. Bye
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written♥ @8:28 PM

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Today is the first day of the last month of the year 2010

One year is enough. I've had enough of 2010. I can't do this anymore. I'm not strong. I'm truly weak. This is not what I want in my life. This is not what I want to do. This is not what I expect to be. This is not me

They think they know me. But the truth is, they have no idea of what I've been through

There are times I feel like stopping time and walking away, alone
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written♥ @7:46 AM